May to June with ♥

I could probably say that I feel like weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I almost finish my exam next month. Well!! Almost all, one more next month, PIT I exam it’s about translation, right. And I had kind of exam many many times in my studying life at the previous semester, seriously since I was in 2^nd semester until 5^th semester. I had many activities which supposed to be balance with my study, my religion, my family time and my private time. And woow, now I almost was complete that’s all moments.

So, next month would be my last exam day in my diploma-study program. Yeah…the battle is almost over. Minus one stage *sigh* I still have to struggle for the Final Exam and I still have to run for the Bachelor’s degree. By the way please don’t take this as a complaint; to be honest I’m happy!! I’m happy to learn business, I’m happy that I finally have passion for what I’ve chosen to study – the “decision-making period” was way too long – I thought about business concern.

God, which now I realize everyday is a “new beginning” so I just want to focus on my future. To think of what I really want to do. What I really like. I mean I know what I want and what I like, but sometimes somehow I just feel there’s still something missing, something deep inside my heart has been trying to reach my brain and ask it to do something. You don’t get what I mean, I know, neither do I. Point is, I still need to balance my heart and my brain. My reflection said I really need to start “feeling” more, thinking less. I think about everything. I don’t use my heart sometimes (sounds a little bit horrific L but I guess it is right).

Anyways I can’t wait to get a job as soon as possible, graduate “on-time” this year, to make my dream come true…one that can make me satisfied and happy, to start again with bachelor’s degree study program, to have a family of my own *Hamra Batrisyia*. And there’s someone call me with romantic name. I don’t know who are you boy (?) *grin*. I just can’t wait to see how things turn out for me in the future.

Hoping for excitement and more happiness..!! Yeah, I hope I can also finally make up my mind on where to live after finishing my bachelor’s degree. I don’t think I’ll reside in Balikpapan for the rest of my life. It’s not because I don’t like the city. I like it but I don’t love it. Not liking it to bits.

I know for sure lots of good things had happened this month *greatly name*. I know for sure lots of good things will happen next month, amin yaa Rabb! My father’s birthday, My Final Report Examination, My grandma’s birthday, World Environment Day and World Children’s Day at 1^st day of June, My going to Bogor, my organization activity and social climb...lovely month. Let’s just see…

In the framework-frame heart: your figure (?) Hamra Batrisyia